OH GOD.

cantbelieveijustlostmycoollike thatt...
hellothisis me.
usually calm cool collected...unperturbed by
whispers and temptations from Satan-
(go right back to hell you)

until just now.
totally combusted from a simple sentence to
my sis: since we dont have a dishwasher,
can you wash the dishes today?

i mean, it IS her turn on the duty roster but NO
i have to nag just because i dont want my parents
to spend two thousand dollars and gallons of precious
hot water on a machine tt washes a few pieces
of plastic and porcelain!

economically and environmentally friendly right?
apprarently not!

so now it escalates, to willyoubelieveit-
you dont care about me even if i died!
extra loud rawrs.

another thing:
i m not fasting, i m dieting.

oh the mental frustration....
its really not easy to try to have
faith and unusual act to achieve breakthrough Lord

but i must have faith!!!
everyone, my unusual act: to fast a half day fast
for the rest of my school week.

breakthrough, come on!!!